saranghae eomma :')

when i'm trying to forget about sad thing, something always come and make me crying over, over and over again..
and now i'm crying like stupid because i miss my mom. jeongmal bogoshipeoyo eomma..
dont know what to do, dont know what to say.. wanna see you, wanna hug you, wanna tell you what im feeling, wanna kiss you, but i cant, where can i find you now??? jeongmal mianhe eomma :(((((
sorry for all my mistakes... please come to my dream everyday, its okay even if in my dream, i just want to see you, and know that you're happy in heaven now mom,
sorry i cant stop crying til now, i just feel lonely now, mom.. please stay beside me, and tell me that everything's gonna be alright mom.
im so afraid being lonely like this :(
thank you for everything, ill always love you..

and this is song for you mom, i found this beautiful lyrics :)

The first time I met you
I cried as soon as I saw you
Was it because I was happy?
Was it because I was sad?
I don’t even remember

Since I had nothing to give, I just accepted
Even so, at that time I didn’t know how to be thankful
I’ve been living without knowing anything

Mom
By just calling your name
why does my heart ache like this?
You’ve given me everything, you can’t give more
To you who are sorry because of that
what should I give?

Mom
My mother
Why are tears falling like this?
The most precious person
who is more beautiful than anyone else
You are my,
my mother

Now I know that it was hard for you
You had cried a lot because of me
Why I was like that back then
how many times I had done it
I don’t even remember

Please don’t be so moved by my small gift
You know you have given me the world
I’ll do well
I will do well

Though I can’t remember the first image of yours

Just your last image, I will remember till I die
With all my heart
I love you