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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 2PM konser lagi cobaaa T__T galau abis.. tapi tadi gw ngomong sama si ike, ike juga mau nonton katanya wakakak. Terus tiketnya bisa dicicil masa bayarnya ._. ah semoga bisa nonton lagi ya, gw pengen pengen pengen BANGEEETT wakakak ._.
kalo seandainya batal gimana ya :|
gw udah pernah nonton sih.. tapi ya gimana, namanya juga bias datang masa ga pengen nonton <//3
ah gw harus berdoa(?) dulu biar dikasih jalan ._.
ya semoga semogaaa aja terkabul, muahaha. doain ya ._.
Semoga 8 desember ntar jadi tanggal terindah lagi kaya tanggal 11/11/11 taun kemaren, muahaha. really love you my 6 beastly boys, 2PM <3

hai ._.

halohh~ uda lama banget ga buka blog hahaha. sampe lupa gimana maennya -_-

btw, taun ini kerasa cepet banget yak? tanggal 20 september kmrn tepat 1 taun mom pergi... waktu jalan cepet banget.. ntar 1 oktober umur gue juga nambah.. astaga udah tua ;_;

makin lama idup gue makin ga karuan(?) gue jalanin hidup seadanya, gue selalu mikir 'gimana ntar aja'. tapi kadang gue mikir, mau sampe kapan idup gue flat kaya begini? 

tapi mau gimana pun gue ga ngerti harus jalanin hidup kaya gimana biar ga flat wakakak. yg gue skrg pikirin, gue jalanin hidup aja sebagaimana mestinya dan bersyukur. doh, hal paling sulit yang dilakuin tuh bersyukur. tiap hari gue gapernah dong ga ngeluh waks. 

padahal ada begitu banyaknya hal yang harus disyukuri setiap menit bahkan detik.. Gue masih dikasih nafas, dikasih kehidupan, kesehatan dan keluarga sama temen temen yang sayang sama gue. ahaha.

Thanks for everything God =)

saengireul ♥

dear you,
saengil chukae ^^ hope you more mature, happy, and find someone who can make you happy. i know you really miss her, dont worry, if she's the best for you, she will back to you :)
i always pray for you, dont work too much, you seems like too tired now..
are you okay? it will be nice if there's someone can support you,, i wish i'll be there hahah. but its too impossible.. maybe i hope too much til now, jeongmal mianhe :(
i just cant forget all memories that we had at past, it's too beautiful so i still remember everything~
do you remember too? of course no. since you walked away, you seems like never had memories with me :')
i just want to say, thank you.
thank you for being there and made my life beautiful.
aaaaa i think im so stupid :((((((((((((((((((


i’m fine with waiting, i’m fine with you not wanting to look at me. just stay next to me.

i try to act like i’m not looking at you, but you keep on meeting my gaze
this feeling like my heart stopped beating, i want to hold onto it forever
you’re my only angel, a gift sent from the heavens
maybe you didn’t even know my feelings
the place that you left, i really miss you
the sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart

you’re starting to forget me already. so why can’t i do the same?
i’ve lost everything because of you
i believed in the love because of you
what should i do about my trembling heart?
i couldn’t sleep because of thoughts of you
i can't do anything, just hope the best for you.
saranghaeyo mochii ♥

saranghae eomma :')

when i'm trying to forget about sad thing, something always come and make me crying over, over and over again..
and now i'm crying like stupid because i miss my mom. jeongmal bogoshipeoyo eomma..
dont know what to do, dont know what to say.. wanna see you, wanna hug you, wanna tell you what im feeling, wanna kiss you, but i cant, where can i find you now??? jeongmal mianhe eomma :(((((
sorry for all my mistakes... please come to my dream everyday, its okay even if in my dream, i just want to see you, and know that you're happy in heaven now mom,
sorry i cant stop crying til now, i just feel lonely now, mom.. please stay beside me, and tell me that everything's gonna be alright mom.
im so afraid being lonely like this :(
thank you for everything, ill always love you..

and this is song for you mom, i found this beautiful lyrics :)

The first time I met you
I cried as soon as I saw you
Was it because I was happy?
Was it because I was sad?
I don’t even remember

Since I had nothing to give, I just accepted
Even so, at that time I didn’t know how to be thankful
I’ve been living without knowing anything

Mom
By just calling your name
why does my heart ache like this?
You’ve given me everything, you can’t give more
To you who are sorry because of that
what should I give?

Mom
My mother
Why are tears falling like this?
The most precious person
who is more beautiful than anyone else
You are my,
my mother

Now I know that it was hard for you
You had cried a lot because of me
Why I was like that back then
how many times I had done it
I don’t even remember

Please don’t be so moved by my small gift
You know you have given me the world
I’ll do well
I will do well

Though I can’t remember the first image of yours

Just your last image, I will remember till I die
With all my heart
I love you

Letter from Hottest ♥

Dear 2pm ♥

I don't know what to say
No words were enough
I couldn’t say anything
I was so thankful

Because of the smile you show, i can smile like this
Thank You for everything
Even if you don't do anything for me,
but just to see you, hear your voice and see you happy it has made my day :]
Whenever i listen to your songs,it always makes my heart shake
I love you even though you don't know who i am
because i know that loving you will give me happiness
So i will stand here no matter what, just for you

Even if you don't know me, if i can watch over you, i'm happy, that's enough
Please don't get sick, don't skip meals, don't practice too much
I love you even though i can't have you~

Shine brightly more higher than now so i can see your light where ever i'm in the world
I will always be here to supporting you all from here :]
The heart of yours, the tears you cried
I won't forget it all~

Don't Stop Can't Stop, 2PM GO !  ♥ ♥ ♥

왜 인생은 지금 너무 어려울 것인가?

왜 인생은 지금 너무 어려울 것인가?
하지만 난 더 이상 살 수 없음 기분 느껴
모든 정신이 없어 졌어요
, 어떤 사랑도 사랑 느낌
맙소사, 시간이 올 것이다 때?
왕자가 올 것이다 시간
나는 매우 외로운 느낌
이것은 매우 이상하게 들릴지 모르겠지만
그러나 이것은 내가 느끼는 무엇입니까
제가 느끼는 걸 느낄 수 아무 감각도 없어
저를 성원해주시기 바랍니다

왜 인생은 지금 너무 어려울 것인가?

왜 인생은 지금 너무 어려울 것인가?
하지만 난 더 이상 살 수 없음 기분 느껴
모든 정신이 없어 졌어요
, 어떤 사랑도 사랑 느낌
맙소사, 시간이 올 것이다 때?
왕자가 올 것이다 시간
나는 매우 외로운 느낌
이것은 매우 이상하게 들릴지 모르겠지만
그러나 이것은 내가 느끼는 무엇입니까
제가 느끼는 걸 느낄 수 아무 감각도 없어
저를 성원해주시기 바랍니다